electricdigitts

you know what sux the most about me and my bf? that his dad doesnt like me. i think he thinks im a slut or something its just sad cuz im completely opposite from that. now me and my bf cant go out at all. today is our 4 months anniversary and what are we doing u ask?? NOTHING. i cant go out with him. at all. :|

...of a gorgeous litol girl named: Cherry Lucille. shes so beaitiful.


i love her so much already.
and my cousin for being a brave soldier and getting this bugger outs her tummy. 9 pounds and 4 ounces. essh. she had to get a c section cuz it was wayyyy past due. crazy
heres her mommy

i love them. omg ahh im soo happy.

YEsterday i was at the hospital alll day waiting for my cousin to give birth. doood it freakin sux since 11 am til today @ 10 am she only dialated 2 centimeters.SHes supposed to be 10! eesh this sux i want that baby out! first time aunt. im tooo excited to the maxx. My cousin is soo young she looks too cute pregnant. her whole life was rushed. forced to get married cuz she got pregnant. mmhmm. i seriously dont want that to happen to me so i gotta be careful. i know we all might say "oh plz like i would ever get pregnant" well guess what, all the girls i know said that be4 they got their belly.
but anyways i was thinking so much last nite because me and gus got to really talkin and i started to cry cuz blah blah blah long story but i am completely happy with him. I love my baby. Hes been my longest and most serious relationship in all my life. I want to be with him for the rest of my life. i adore him, i trully do. Finally hes gonna graduate from skool on the 22nd of June. Hes gonna say byeeee to montebllo high. FINALLY. haha bleh i am soo happy right now :]
yay.

dang i didnt sleep tonite whatsoever. first off i had a dream that freakin miguel died and he sent goodbye messages on myspace and deleted every1 cept 1 girl be4 he died. i dont know how he died but yea that was bad. I woke up at 4 am hearing a mouse run around in my room screeching! it was nasty that i became paranoid but then i found out it was stuck between my wall and the outside one so it couldnt get out. it screeched so bad that i went to sleep in the living room. horrible. no sleep. i text claudia cuz dang sleep was impossible. at 9 am my mom started making noises in the kitchen so i just went back to my bed.
in a while i have to go to burbank to my skool to turn in my parents taxes cuz im missing some and if i dont turn them in they wont give me money, supposibly. after i plan to go to gus's house cuz i havent seen my baby since sunday. its always great when i see my bebe. i luff him. anyways yea i pretty much feel weird writing here cuz i havent done this in such along time.
o yea tomorrow M>U are playing for free in UCLA. so i cant wait. danng i havent seen them since jan. fuh. i miss dancing my life away to them. thats all....i guess... yea awkward writing here. hah bye.

my new lj.
enjoy.